the star thats fading

I guess, everything would be over after exam. everything. maybe.. just let me be stubborn once more. once more till the end of exam. By then, i will not have the courage to move on. Maybe it will be on-off. But i guess not.

Nothing seems to be propelling me forward except that only one place... that holy one place... but what can i do? i can do nothing.. And what if i did something? something will still be nothing.. Maybe it will just create more disturbance or more nuisance.. but still nothing can be done... unless that miracle happens. i am waiting for that miracle... and it seems to be the only chance.. i am hoping that it will come true... it will be a start.. but still.. the future is bleak... how can it continue? beats me.. i dunno... if i know, maybe i won't be that bothered le.. haiz...

everyone is studying here... and why am i still not stressed? haha.. maybe like what i told my friend... when i start asking that qn, i am actually stressed le, just that i don't really know... my gears must start moving soon... haiz...

my distant star... that only distant star is soon to be super nova like some had said. very soon... unless miracle happens.. which i doubted... but do i really hope for miracle? maybe everything is just a beautiful dream.... maybe...