ok. I lost my last chance. How? i dunno. Maybe theres not much of a last chance anyway.. cos everything is weaved out by myself. everything.. just like a dream.. wooo... how sad? Maybe just no matter how many these nuts of happiness fall on my head, the concept of happiness just doesn't gets in. Or maybe the flightless creature here is not even entitled to the simple word call happiness.As the days of exams is nearing, it also signifies the end of this semester. Realised that alot of things had happened to me.. Something that maybe no person can imagine. Family, friends, work, r/s, love.. none is smooth-sailing. As much as i do not wish to be bind down by them, they are just like quick sand. The more i wanna get things done and get out of it, the faster i sunk in. Am i a failure? Maybe these are just some challenges that god posted on me... i will learn to forget... i will...Was watching kate & leopod today. Haiz.. Maybe i have to teach myself not to believe in myths and stories and movies.. They are just ideals.. A guy travel thru time to love a gal. And a gal travel thru time to find her most wanted love. These shows how one can ignore the major differences among two to be together. However, in reality, how many can actually do that? Anyway, the NKF show... woah... is getting boring and more boring... As much as i feel like helping the patients... the way that they want to drive up the no. of calls i.e. the amount of money thru the call lines just gives me a detesting feeling... if i din remember wrongly... last year the highest no. of calls of the 2 progs is actually abt 800K or 900K.. and today.. they just simply want to meet the 1M target.. haiz... is it more of meeting their own target or helping the needy? Its more and more like a game... Haiz.. think maybe of my mood.. nothing seems right recently.. Cherish the one that always care for you and stop wasting time on those that doesn't
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Everyone operates on their own agendas. Its jus that sometimes personal agendas co incide with social agendas and all's fine. Sometimes, personal agendas go beyond social agenda and that feeling of irritation kicks in.
For me, NKF has lost its meanings. While it does need money, I dun agree with the wae it is gathering the money. I cannot see why it must fight for the charitable dollar with other smalled orgs (they need the money as much if not more so than NKF) when they have $183m in reserves? "Take what is enough" I think they should practise this. Distribute what u got from the 2005 shows, ur investments from the $183m (U're a fool if u dun invest this money and I'm an idiot if I believe u dun invest the money)to the other samller charitabel groups which dun have for one, a 15 storyed building, full time staff, professional marketing gurus, mediacorp, singtel to help churn in the moolah...
help them.
Please.
thats a sharp comment. As much as it needs the money, like what you say.. i do believe they may have churn out more money thru investing. And ya.. other orgs do need more money.. Greying population.. more and more elderies need care centres and stuff.. As the rich gets richer, yes.. the poor gets poorer...
Actually, i have nothing against NKF.. they do need the money.. its just the way they are collecting it.. makes mi feel turn off.. pissed... haiz... lets see if next year will reach the target of 1.4M.. (does this means that Singapore has a high rate of inflation?) haha
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