SDE DAY! SUCCESS!

SDE DAY is finally over... had a pretty big emotional turmoil goin on.. i think i had did a great job judging that no one actually helped me thruout the event until the prize presentation part.. which supposedly help to need the manpower oso... got the first half of the event running damn smoothly... abit proud of myself.. haha... seriously... but the belle and beau prog and the prize presentation part abit screw up... due to the lack of crowd, hesitations, last min informations and my poor co-ordination.. i admit that i got slacken abit after the sec half... maybe its becos i saw others playing happily, enjoying themselve... i felt no pt in takin full charge of the event and end up onli buildin stress on top of mi till the end of the event.... no one knows how much effort i've put in... no one recognise it... but at least someone knows now.. and i am already pretty glad abt it... i already dun care wad others will think of the talentime prog cos i jus did GREAT! SDE DAY is not that difficult to handle afterall ma... the experience gain here is definitely enriching and fun... but the process had been draining me emotionally... and i mean emotionally... never felt stressed for once... believe it or not... maybe its becos i am always declaring myself in the "self-slackin" mood while doin things thats why i enjoyed the process... (the former process doesn't refers to the latter process) whenever i designed the coupons or certificates, maybe i dun give myself the pressure, or maybe the dateline is i set for myself... thus, its enjoyable cropping pics, shiftin pics and stuff. Jc actually praised me for the cert i have design... haha... who say i am not talented in the art aspect. its onli late development. SDE DAY! Byez... i will remember this day forever. something i am proud of... and something that nearly makes mi wonder about alot of things...