28th Jan: da bian's birthday

today is a very stupid day. tired and bad day actually. I already tell myself not to think so much. I dun want to be sad. However, whenever i sat down quietly, things are jus coming back. I already dun wish to think about it, and yet surrounding stuffs jus keep digging it out. I am feeling miserable. I am... This early afternoon, I went to the chocolate factory with wenjie, size and daphne. Bad luck then manz.. when we got to the choc fac then we know that the sale is not today but next friday. shitty luck. but nvm.. got to crap abit with wenjie they all and ya.. had a cai bao free of charge. hehe... the choco dunno brownie fudge thing that daphne purposely bake for me makes me feels so touched. this is some kind of thing that i dun really get it often from friends. really thanks to her. the choc thing is damn nice. suit my taste totally but abit too rich. eat too much then abit feel like vomitting.. haha... got a chance to sit in daphne's car. spacious and nice.. lexus leh.. but aircon not very good... due to running low in petrol..

thanks to the failed trip to choc factory, thereby i am able to meet up with yi zhuan to get my dad's watch. I bought for him for his birthday present. swatch one leh.. damn ex... i love you dad. the first thing he said to me is.. hmm why is the clock face green.. haha... i thot my dad wore it and look pretty young.. not bad.. and the watch is called scuba 200. can swim in the sea.. but not realli into diving.. my dad can't dive anyway.. haha.. I really hope he likes it...

Got this super duber long lecture.. lect after break lect after break.. so tiring.. haiz... for the first 2 hours.. i understand wad hes teaching but got lost in the world of budget line.. jus like how i am lost in my emotional space. damn lost now..

Later on, we went to munchie monkey and celebrate wenjie's birthday. He super generous.. he took out 100 bucks from his wallet and treat us dinner.. haha... cool manz.. had a super nan chi pasta.. it is supposedly to be creamy and yet.. its really dry makin it a bit disgusting.. haha.. after that, we shifted to the sofa and then continue our celebration. haha... they bought a brownie ice cream for him.. and not very long later... the ice cream and brownie is all over his face.. i admit that is me who take up the plate of brownie and smash it in his face... haha... after that, we took photos... innocent wenjie still thot that its a mere innocent photo taking session so he laid on top of the laps of the guys and never expect the worse that has yet to come. one moment, i saw the guys all grab him and not let him move. the other i saw danny picking up half of the brownie and aloy lifting wenjie's shorts and briefs.. then i saw the brownie went in and never come out. there goes the brownie.. aloy still smash his hands on the shorts on top of the brownie then let release him... damn disgusting and gross lah.. but funny... saddist la.. laughin all the way...

actually.. i feel that happiness for me is really very duan zhan. maybe this short clips of funny moments is jus to release me from all my emotional burdens for jus a while. and the next moment i am down again. I dun really want to say which issue i am thinking of today. there is far too many things thats bothering me. I do not want to see what i saw today. And its jus hurting.. haiz... got to sit in patrick's car til PIE there... and i walked all my way home.. i've walked very very very long. I think its at least 30 minutes.. alone... thinking of stuffs.. humming sad songs to myself... I think i am jus tryin to be strong or i jus wanna fake my happy self in front of others. I dun want pple to know that i am sad. I onli want to spread my happinesss to everyone and in stead i am the most unhappy person around. Anyway... happy birthday to wenjie. May you have other years of birthday as happy as this one. Pretty jealous that you have so many people who are sincerely celebrating for you.. not like mine. haiz... nite blog