Sunday, November 09, 2008

Series of fortunate and unfortunate events...

Amazingly, I have now fulfilled my notice and I am in preparation for my next section of the path called career.

This whole week is nevertheless, fast-paced and surprisingly emotion-less.

I believed it must have because I have felt remorsed enough last saturday when I reluctantly packed up my stuff at my work station as kind max offered to give me a lift back home. Never have imagine that the sequence of events occurred at immense great speed. 4 weeks, nonetheless, passed by as if like a wink of an eye.

I can still vividly remember how I drag myself to bishan to get my beloved colleagues small little gifts in memorial of my short appearance in their life. I understand that it would not be sufficient to last for a life-time. However, that small little token of appreciation from me, made me walked around bishan for no less than 5 freaking hours in search of meaningful gifts for my superb pals. Frankly speaking, I can't imagine how work will turn out to be without them.

Tomorrow is another new start and I am not mentally prepared. My mind is still filled with the lifestyle at HDB, gym, my big work station, free weekends, irene, siew chen, pei shih, xueying, gisela, jerry and max. Bleahz...

Yesterday, was EAPD's DnD. I had great fun!!! Eating and laughing, enjoying and relaxing, chilling and chit-chatting with my colleagues. Please allow me.. I am still an HDB-ian today! But no longer, in another 10 hours time. Never had such a good time for so long and I can't imagine I only reached home at 430am.. haha.. thanks to our gentleman for chaufeurring us around.

Oh.. And it was my first time singing in front of a crowd of 330? people. Wow~ not as difficult as I thought and it feels real.. good? hahaha.. but then again, it wouldn't be good if jerry, max, xueying and huileng weren't below the stage supporting me and gisela. Haha.. Think we may just faint without their undying support! At least they made us felt appreciated apart from the surprise stares I noticed from the directors. Are we good or they simply don't understand our relatively more trendy song? hehehe.. Can you imagine out of 15 songs, only 1 song belongs to the 21st century.. oops.. Nevertheless, good experience there and kudos to my partner, Gigi.. and our supporters :)
Now, that the night has ended, the beginning of next chapter awaits. I still can't understand why so many people know about my leaving. Don't get me wrong. It isn't that I do not want to share bits and pieces of my life with others, but I just hate the act of notifying others cos socially we should? It is as if they really care? I bet they wanna know cos there is something more to gossip about. And the fact that everyone jus pretend they heard the news from somewhere and forgot who let lose the information irks me. like HEY, I won't do anything to the person but freaking let me know who tell you cos it's about me that you are talking about!
Rest the case aside, it is time I do my due diligence and have a reality check. I have not find out which transportation I should take, what should I wear subsequently, how am I going to save my little bits of money with increasing expenses and how am I going to continue my exercising regime. This all needs planning. Oh my god~ Help me~

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