I do not know if i am strong or weak... i hide alone to cry yet acting strong in front of my parents...Is tearing the best way to relieve all the built-up emotions? But tears are sign of weakness!The doc had mentioned that my grandma is in critical condition. And earlier on, i rejected the idea of visiting her becos i thought that i will visit her the very next thing after my exam. Slowly as the time passed, calls after calls were made to re-confirm her situation and she is no better.She is in pain! I saw that yesterday during my visit. And again, i swiftly fight back my tears, fearing anyone could see. The grandma that i saw a week ago, a month ago, several months ago was no longer the same. She aged.. a lot.. I do not even know if she recognise me anymore.I had been praying and praying for her to wait for me. Will she? Can she? Or maybe should i let go my selfishness to ease her pain?坚持到底婆婆，你会康复的！要等我！
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hey girl, i will pray for ur grandma too, stay strong for her sake ya?
shi ling not si ling rite?
yea not the same.. this person and that person is not the same person。。
thanks for everything.. thanks shiling for chating with me on the phone.. really allow me not to think of other stuffs.. but sooner or later.. i have to face the music.. can the music wait for a little while longer?
wad music? can tell me wad's happening? u ilike veri detached! keep all the shit(not wenjie, he's angela's) to urself!!!
take care
Jia You Penguin!!!
Penguin is sicked with cough and sore eyes now.. ahhhh.. feel like k-ing
take away the "-" and it's king oredi..lol
freaking lame...
and what had it got to do with you?
no mood for k-ing anymore... my life is fucked up.. nothing is the way i wanted..
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