In search of the "perfect" love...

I can still remember vividly that day the conversation over msn with lingz and fei.. Whats the hottest thing in Peiying's life now.. it definitely is... "Stairway to heaven"

Call me a fool.. Call me a hopeless romantic.. I dun mind.. Cos i tot it describes me to the fullest.. I am a total dreamer.. Dreaming of the perfect love.. dreaming of the perfect moment.. dreaming of romance.. but definitely not a desperado.. Just someone who believes in fairytale.. believes that one day, the simple little girl will become cinderella and be married happily ever after.. to someone who onli loves her.. and see nobody other than her..

Haha.. maybe i am dreaming.. indeed i am dreaming.. turning back to the real world.. i doubted someone will love me that deeply like the guy in "Stairway to heaven". Hahaha.. Yes.. and again.. self-conscious struck back at me once again.. heavily... Somehow, the beautiful things that happen to others just dun happen around me.. But still.. I never give up in believing.. I still believe in never dying love.. It bound to exist somewhere in this world.. Jus the matter of where it is..

Back to our conversation, lingz said that I shouldn't be too obssessed by korean dramas as they are illogical.. I do agree.. illogical especially in the current sense.. i still remember i said that the type of love that korean drama portray is the true essences of pure love which its hard to find in the current times. Maybe my reasonings are non-sensical.. But for someone who yearn for perfection.. (esp for a virgo), maybe thats how i term love as perfect.. And i believe that is the only part of me that fulfil the characters of a virgo.. Never had I been so strong in backing my stand for such a perfection i perceived.

Of cos, i dun mean that a perfect love must have someone to have a critical illness.. And someone loving so deep beyond life and death.. But its the spirit behind it.. The emotions, the thinking.. everything.. Something which may exist in the real world.. but not common.. not to the extent in the dramas.

Maybe the dramas are made-up. It should be made-up. But still... Its like an affirmation of the same ideology or same ideas about the spirit of love.. Being persistent, consistent, loving and the every other little things...

However, it may be due to the tears-jerking storyline that glue me to the drama. The heart-wrenching moments, romances, fun and laughter just deters me from changing another channel.. Hahaha... Way to Go... My support to the drama.. Lalalalala...

From: The Hopelessli romantic ger