Once again.. I do not know if friends such a word still mean anything. I guess I will stand by more to the word buddy than friends next time. It seems like whatever that I owned now, the next minute it will just disappear. And I am relating to the topic as Friends.Though friends has this very vague idea. Who do you consider as ya friend? Someone whom you met before, know their name bla bla bla? Someone whom you've spent time, talking with? Someone who goes out with you and play and have fun? Someone whom you trust and respect? Someone who will never leave in times of trouble? Or....Unknowingly, or Coincidentally, a few friends of mine and of course me, are disappointed in some of the friends we have or such i say once HAD. There is always this point in time when certain people just get close to you and suddenly out of no where, disappeared into the thin air... Phew.... nothing's left... Then this feeling of emptiness? foolishness? just surged up... The time spent in building the relationship has all gone to waste.. And no explainations were given.So, I really dunno how or rather in what case, can i term someone as my friend. It seems like some people that I met had pushed me into putting more stringent specifications on the word friends. Ah... Will I even be that complicated...? Me and my innocent mind...After all... this post will still gone down to waste.. As I will learn to forget everything and the whole knowing friends process will start all over again.. Maybe this time.. put in less portion of trust.. An indispensible stage of the growing up process...
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are u talking about me?
friends... there's nothing permanent except change. I guess pple will evolve and move on and about. Like u, ling, chris and wenjie. Now its more u, ling and dap... WHO'S DAP???
no.. not talkin abt u MR Anonymous..
How shd i say.. U are one of the people I considered close but not built on the physical terms.. sounds cheem? Hmmm... (meaning not those moving around, goin class together type.)Anyway, ur inconsistant existence is foreseeable at the time when things happen. whereas some others.. u thot that once in a lifetime, mentally and physically u're quite close and outta a sudden.. its gone! out of no reason! Thats when I felt being cheated and used. Haiz... I think I've talked too much...
i'm alwaes ard man... haha mentalli spiritualli close... cheem.
hmmmm... haha... i hope it realli does... and so are others..
u haf a big being hovering ard u....
wah seh.. i know who are u talkin about lor... pls be abit more thoughtful and sensitive.. what if the person have my blog add.. =)
Hmm I guess I should be one.. But sometimes people leave or distance due to reasons that will sound stupid to you but logical to the person. For me, it because I can't be myself in your 'revamped' click le.
Revival of the Hoppin Creature..
haha
see even the jumping one laments the big one... bleah. okay lah. revamped clinque... cool term.
and bing one has ur blog? dun gif lah. bleah
jumping one laments the big one? what does that means? haiz... maybe wad u said is true ba.. somethings that are illogical to me may be logical to you... i jus couldn't change the fact that there are changes around me... And i still need time to get used to it. By the way, theres more than 2 Anonymous right?
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