misunderstanding kills.. feel like being killed too..

I feel like shouting out loud to everyone: " HEY.. I AM INNOCENT. please don't misjudge my character." It is totally tiring and taxing to have friends around you.. (MORE THAN ONCE) MISUNDERSTOOD you... then why do i need you all (friends) for in the first place. If i am really that kind of a person, please.. dun be that STUPID to even come near mi in the first place. Now that you've already step in.. and do you know that whatever u say may f***ing hurts mi.. be it if its trival..

I am really a simple person. pls dun make things difficult for mi. And i am not trying to be pitiful or wad. But why can i be more trusting and u can't! and does that tiny bit of what i say affects u damn lot? Maybe i am making a big fuss out of it.. i think chris will say so.. but its already not the first time... and did that astro-palmist said that i will have a good year this year.. damn.. why are all my friends like that? u need mi.. u come near mi with no temper.. when u are in, u blow up over jus minute stuffs.. ok.. thats it.. i am telling all of u once and for all.. I AM NOT A SAND BAG.. not when u are sad or frustrate then u can come near and vent out all ya frustration/sadness on mi. Please consider the fact that i am human too.. i have feelings and pride and my character that i bet u dun know them well either.