thots after readin a blog

after reading my fren's blog, i believe she saw whats goin thru in my life and she got lotsa opinions... mus be few hundreds of word there... haiz... some of the things is usually when u are not in the situation u wun understand.. its always easier to be at the console position than at the suffering position.. i knew that sometimes i hoped that my friends will somehow know whats goin thru inside me... but its impossible.. cos they are not gods... but its onli a wish.. an ideology that cannot come thru... maybe i am a more sensitive person.. thats why when my close fren have any problem.. somehow i can feel it... i dun expect my frens to be ard mi anyway... slowly, i have learnt my lesson... anything have to "kao zi ji" to put all ya trust in frens will onli leave urself disappointed... its onli a extra accessory.. have then good.. no have then made do with wad u have.. i have already learnt to be more independent.. and strong and accept loneliness... LONELINESS KNOWS ME BY NAME