knowing of wads going to be.. and wad i have to be..

wad more can i do?

I think given my position.. i have already did wad i can to make everyone suffered less.. but still.. thru my observations, which always are pretty accurate, theres still some disturbance due to my presence. U must believe in me.. i already tried my best to distant away... but u mus also understand that some things when is given out.. it takes time to retrieve back.. my anchor is big.. real big.. the sea is deep... real deep... and times may be the onli excuse i can have to see myself out of the picture...

When one is totally troubled and nothing could be mention, nothing could be shown.. wad more can i say... everyone seems to be having a little problem occuring here and there... my fren once told mi this:

"If you think that your problem is the biggest, then you are the weakest."

I dun think i always feel that my problem is the biggest.. there is too many unfortunate people around us.. its always not up to mi to say that whos biggest or wad-so-ever... but when so many problems keep pouring down like rain, no matter how strong one is... i believe he will also need help... he will also breakdown... we are all emotional creatures... the support we need when we are down really comes from friend... cos many a times.. we do not wish our parents to be worried abt us.. or worst still.. theres already a gap between us and parents... (for mi is the former case - thoh not important) its onli then when we can rely on friends.. but what if the time when u are really troubled, is also a time when u are bothered by friendship problems that u never deem will have any problems...

Given my capacity, I have already did what ever i can within my limits.. hope that everyone is happy about it...

"Your good health is my happiness. Your happiness is my comfort."

Everything is not about possessing it.. but about wishing for the best outcome of it.. even if there is sacrifices... there sure will be... haiz...

I believed some people will think i am mad when i am saying such things... but still... wad can i say manz? haiz...