irritation.. u have... i have too...

hmmm.. have been feeling wad shit is feelin... haha... notice his nick? we talked about it... complained about it.. and yet.. nothing could be changed... equates damn pissed... haha... recently i am easily irritated by the people around mi... actually its always that few.. not nice to mention here.. thoh some may not know this site... haha

I am not as tolerant as before.. and seriously, if i slowly turn to be more vocal about things.. i am afraid that the "evil and nasty" peiying might surface... it had not been shown to anyone before i believe... i dun wish it to be shown either... the amount of hurt that it can create is unforeseenable... maybe wad will think how serious and how hurtful i can say manz... but i do have the potential in doing so... thoh no intention...

the reality of the world...

some being hardworking.. aimming high... working their ass off for it... some acting hardworking... waiting to be praised and happy hiding... some not hardworking... heck care... "does this even concern mi" attitude... some don't have the energy to be hardworking... no goals.. jus working for the sake of working...

At times, we must really asked ourselves what we want in life? it applies to mi as well.. if we are joining a community/society/club, we must really hold our responsibilty and do wat we must.. if we are entering the university, we must ask ourself, do we wanna achieve anything in life.. maybe not in terms of a degree... but if i aspire to be a financial investment analyst... i must do well in FINANCE... and score well.. get my grades increase and fight with shit... hahaha.... and how come am i still not doing anything for my finance tutorial... shit... (oopz) not calling u this time...

though i already set my goal... i dun see myself working hard for it... maybe there is too many things that tied mi down... emotional baggages and problems.. and work work work... i mus really asked myself what i want in life manz...

back to the irritated topic... some people are jus so insensitive to the surrounding situation and stuffs going on... everything work at his or her own pace and standards and beliefs... these people shd really jian tao jian tao... or maybe i shd go and train more... realising my EQ is deteriorating... haiz... too many things happening... already let anger, irritation and frustration overpowered mi... haiz... shan zai shan zai