Saturday, January 01, 2005

new year eve's adventure

New years eve.. had jus past and today is a brand new day of the entire coming year.. yesterday seems to be a very not organise day.. unlike what i will normally plan.. everything i do not knowing what i will do next.. chim rte.. haha...
i went to art bistro and had lunch with imy and shiling.. first time i ate sashimi.. doesn't really taste very GREAT as i was told.. maybe i'm a good taster, thats why the quality of the sashimi and art bistro isn't that good afterall.. thoh i ate it fer the first time.. got this weird feeling inside mi.. cos still.. its RAW! haha.. but in the end.. ok la.. I still think that shiling's carrot cake is nice... and i mean the real western cake.. not the black or white one.. haha...
we went ard walk walk and hop into the arcade at the entertainment centre.. something shockin happen... and i swear nv to be that careless again... my nus ezlink card actually drop into a hole into one of the machine... how can something like that happens to mi... it nearly scare the hell out of mi.. but luckily manage to get it back... nv ever felt that my card is so important to mi... and that shows (cherish the things around you, be it pple, feelings, things and CARD!)
din realli expect to watch a movie yesterday.. haha... initially i was jus sayin it.. but still i went into the theatre and watch Phantom of the Opera. I dunno if it is a nice show.. but i really like the sound track alot.. at least, i get to see the whole "play" which i always wanted to know and see.. for 750, its worth the price la... haha..
Many things in this world does not happen the way we wanted it to be.. Be it ya looks, height, love ones, career and many others.. its always these challenges that we faced, which enables us to bring out our real self.. as for mi.. i believe i am someone that dun like alot of things that is happening ard mi.. its not that i have a higher standard and like to pick on things... its jus that i lack of the self-confidence and slowly learnt something we call "self-pity". This somehows make mi have quite alot of thots after watchin the movie.. how the world and the society actually cruelly decides ya fate, no matter how excellent a person u are.. u will jus be treated like an outcast, a weirdo.. of course, that extreme thing doesn't happens on mi.. and i am grateful of that..
And always the one you love most, is not the one who love you most.. thats life.. no matter how much u do, how much you care... its not something that can be forced.. alot of pple in the theatre cried yesterday.. i nearly too.. how fate has decide what kind a person he is.. how fate makes him love, believes and trust onli christine.. how he thot that life wouldn't be the same anymore with christine.. how he got to see christine together with someone else right behind his back.. is it evil thats within him that makes him kill to live.. or is it hatre of the world of the onli one he cares whom he truly love that turn him into someone he nv wanted to be..
beautiful stories normally ends with a sad ending.. thats exactly life..

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