enlightment

ooh.. did i mention that the day before when i was doin my garun guni business.. i went up to my grandma hse and look fer her... she is so very happi, seeing mi... actually, she look forward to.. cos my mum called her to say that i was ard that region.. i nv could imagine if i din go up and visit her.. nv knew that my visit will actually brought so much happiness to her.. maybe becos i will onli go up when theres some big gatherin.. thus, nv knew of my signifance or importance to her.. feel happi that shes smiling.. maybe i shd go up more often... how i wish her home is at toa payoh and not sengkang...

and did i mention that.. i feel protected yesterday... hahaha... was in the mrt yesterday.. damn cramp... everyones pushin each other.. then got this damn tall guy standin behind mi... suddenly felt "xiao niao yi ren".. haha... i mus be mad... but realli got that kind of feeling... maybe shd take the train more often... haha...

today, went to ttsh with my mum... she had an eye checkup.. waited fer a damn long time. 4 hours.. dunno how i survive it... somehow.. i felt that i have changed a little.. maybe its becos of the tsunami incident.. i felt that i cherish my family; dad, mum, sis, grandma more than ever.. i hope its not too late... and of course.. i hope to continue be a fillial daughter and granddaughter..

tml's new years eve.. everyone has prog except mi... actually i dun mind oso.. cos i wanted to stay at home and rest.. read books.. wadever... jus dun feel like goin out... i haven have time fer myself.. like shiling.. hai... but nvm.. goin art bistro tml... here i come... gd food is always tempting...

happi new year in advance