I am sad

somehow.. its seems like this is a bad year for me... onli the first month, and already so many things had happened. I dunno had cried for how many thousands of time. Peiying u shd be strong.. you've always been.. I dunno when i will break-down but that will definitely not be in front of my parents. dun want them to be worried. Can i emerged as the winner of my emotional turmoils? I am frustrated but i am not given the right. I am sad and yet i dun have the right to be. where are all my friends when i needed them most? and some actually fall out with mi becos of some trival thing which i dun even consider them serious. I am disappointed in myself.. I am disappointed in her. I am disappointed in the word called "friends". I hope i had a shoulder to cried on now.