family family family

haiz... repercussion of thots is really an unbearable thing for me.. especially when u dun wish to recall some of the thing.. today is a family gathering day for me.. realise that this few weeks, i had been overly busy with my school stuff, sde day and frens... i am slowly leaving my family out of my life.. thus, i decided not to pick saga seeds today and instead went to my grandma house. i am very happy to see my grandma laughing happily chatting with me and my mum. That shows that at least for today, she doesn't feel uncomfortable watsoever. I really hope that my grandma can be zhang ming bai sui. Though i dunno how she really feels after my grandpa pass away. however, i have this little selfish thing inside mi, not wanting anyone to leave me.. not a single one. there after, i went to compass pt with my dad and mum. bought a shirt, a jacket and a boardshort. haha.. its pretty a "da feng shou" and guess wad.. my mum say she might buy mi a levis jeans.. hahaha.. hope its true.. pretty happy today... actually, i'm still abit sad that i din go pick saga seeds.. but i believe i've made the right choice.. family is definitely a very important thing to me.. it surpasses friends.. i am somehow different from alot of people who treat friends over family.. this is somehow something that makes me ponder alot.. though i really concern about my parents and sister, i manage to hide it real well and in fact can sometimes make them tink otherwise. weird rite.. hehe..