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你不是真正的快乐歌词： 作词：五月天 作曲：五月天

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色

你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了

你已经决定了 你已经决定了

你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著

而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了

越是在 手心留下

密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则 不是 你的选择

於是你 含著眼泪

飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐

你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河

难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著

你值得真正的快乐

你应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让 悲伤全部

结束在此刻 重新开始活著

This was a song introduced by a friend of mine. The melody of the song doesn't really fit what I like, however, the lyrics or rather the spirit of the song totally spell out my inert feeling at this very moment. If all the 你 in this song becomes 我, it will tell you all my emotions right now with respect to my recent resignation.

If only it is right to follow my irrational thoughts,

If only forever is occuring right at this very moment,

If only nothing changes and stay the same like this,

I'll really say working here is the greatest and happiness thing that can happen to me,

What is pressure when the workplace is filled with fun and laughter,

If only I have only 1 year and not 30 years of working life,

If only I am not me, no commitments, no ambition, no irrational emotions,

I would have leave happily or stayed on without thinking of other greener pastures,

I would be much happier,

But life.. reality.. kicks in, can I still be happy?

Am I really happy under that smile during this transitional period,

knowing that everything will be gone with the wind..

in a matter of days..

I hate to leave..

I hate to lose this bunch of colleagues.. and their senseless jokes..

I hate.