Sunday, August 10, 2008

2 months since my previous post

What took me so long to write again on my personal life in this blog?

What made me have the inspiration to write again in this blog?

I guess it is a mixture of events which lead to the above two incident from occuring...

I am writing or rather blogging today cos I did a crazy stunt this afternoon which is to participate in hsiao jing teng's autography session. That was something I did eons ago and I never thought I will do it ever again and worse still, I bought his cd. My first cd after at least 6-8 years or even more.

I believe I have more than many reasons why I like him as I find a part of me very similar to him, disregard the voice. I mean character and I see him in me.. (oh.. this sounds a little wrong.. heck..) and I aspire to be like him, to be able to do something I like, dream, aspire and achieve. Maybe, again, I am talking rubbish.. all artists should fit the description above but I just felt a special connection with him regarding that inner explosive emotions he/I have but outer shy and quiet front we share. We think alot, talk very little. Have alot of our opinions yet sometimes dunno which to express first. we need to find the right audience/friends to be able to give it all. all in all, we are that similar and not quite. ha

Oh.. and I got to get a firm handshake from him.. haha.. but why... the gong zhuo ren yuan refuse to let him give me a hug.. ahhh.. bleah.. =P but i am a happy girl.. at least for that very moment.. time stopped for a little while and all my messed up feelings and thoughts are away for that split second.

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