Dissertation needs hope

Oh Yo Wye...

Is there anyone out there?

Maybe no one will believe, I am in a messed up mood right now.

Mixture of feelings, anxiety, frustration, confusion, desperation, determination, in immense tiredom.

Writing a thesis is supposed to be an enjoyable thing in my opinion. However, it is very irritating in my case, especially with insignificant results, miscalculation, wasted attempts, puffy eyes, dry eyes, extreme eye irritation and heavy head.

Who to blame? i can only blame it on myself. I am definitely not a last minute person. But I guess everything needs drive. There's just no drive at the initial stage for me. Guess its the same for alot of people out there. But none need the intense data sorting like me. Looking at thousands of excel cells, columns and rows.. god is not on my side when i spot mistakes.

will i be able to finish/complete this mission impossible XIIII?

will see...