bad season of the year

How should I start this blog? There's so much I wanna say and I just don't really know where to start.

This is a season of uncertainty and sadness. The tinge of unhappiness seems to be looming in the air. As much as I wished to vacuum it away, it is easier said than done.

What's care and concern? What's friendship? What's love? Everyone seems to be having problem with one issue or another and somehow, it really saddens me. Especially for someone like me who treasures the above much more than anybody, the failure of the above seems to signify something. Maybe I should be more pragmatic. Things may change. Opinions may change and many others will.

Just to quote, a "heart of stone" may just work well cause you feel no pain, you feel no pressure and stress to perform adequately in the game of relationship (any relationship).

So friends out there.. Let's be in the state of zen-ness~ lalalalalalala