Its been a pretty long time since I last blogged. Many things happened. And I do not know when to start with. Firstly, I've got a job! Like I've ranted to others, I shall rant abit on my blog as well. Its... a pretty ok job just that the colleagues are TOO FRIENDLY among themselves and doesn't really leave a loop for the newcomers to slip in. And may.. for me.. theres a language gap as well. I should go take up malay someday huh. Then I will learn to appreciate their jokes more.

Hmm.. whats next.. Went for a family gathering at my aunt's condo last saturday. Its a karaoke session actually. But trust me, I am the least happy about it. Cos, all my relatives took turn to sing old old REALLY old songs that need darn high pitching and i was simply AMAZED at how high pitch my aunts can sing and still her voice never crack. But I also agree that they are sometimes tone death. They can dunno how to sing WANG QIN SHUI by andy lau and PENG YOU by emil chow. However, these doesn't get into them the least bit as they seldom get together often. Though I am pretty happy to see my mum feeling atrociously happy among her siblings, I am darn sad that i only got to sing THREE songs in the 2 plus hour. And it wasn't the songs I most wanted sing. There are simply too limited an amount of songs to choose from. Haiz.. And they already planned for the next gathering... Sigh..

Just went to the nus website. The initial attention is to check when is the date for module registration. But I got pretty upset.. more of DUI when I chanced upon my faculty website. AHHHH.. how i wished I am borned 2 years later. I simply loved the new module selections and arrangement for this coming new batch. And they have a chance at their 3 year to channel into the different arenas they like e.g. RE development; RE investment and finance; RE urban planing. I will surely choose INVESTMENT man.. Suddenly I see how unfortunate I was. And when I went to my cohort website to take a look. I realised to my horror that theres no investment modules for me to take as core.. HOW UNFAIR... I WANNA COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!! haiz..

Lastly, I know recently that my sister is feeling real down. But I do not know how to help her or assist her out of it. This "so near yet so far" feeling is no good. I know we both feel it but somehow she doesn't allow me to go near her (in the heart i mean) Haiz.. sad.. As a sister, I just want her to be happy. this surface happiness should long be pulled off to a long deep talk. But how should I approach her when she kept maintaining that distance to protect herself. I wanna help her~~~~