some thoughts...

Hmmm.. I have always thought that i am a really down to earth person.. And yes.. i really am.. But will i be satisfied with the state i am in.. definitely not i guess..

Sometimes when i am taking a train, I will be observing around.. And it really makes me wonder why is there a difference between people. How are they created? I mean.. Isn't it amazing that while i am thinking of something, another is thinking of something else. Different people will allow different things to catch their attentions, and everyone has their own opinions and way of thinking. The thought of someone-else is thinking something different from me is so fascinating. And yet, I felt real small. I am just a small fry in this big frying pot. Am not able to change the environment around me nor jump out of the pot cause i just couldn't anticipate what is outside the pot.

As much as i want to succeed in life, I am actually flowing with others by the power generated top down. With the flow, it may seems the right way. But it seems that to succeed, one has to be indifferent. Hmmm.. Am i concerning this too early? It also dawns upon me that many just care only to focus on their studies at the moment. Actually thats what i am thinking too.. Hahaha.. Afraid to anticipate, makes me go with the flow.. following the education route till this point.. i am in a one way street. I can't turn back and just could walk forward. Or may just that, i am too blind to see other options.

And of cos, this seemingly down to earth person have got big dreams too. But what are the big dreams? How to work for the dreams to become reality? Thats seems difficult.