past-now-future

Memories are always beautiful; be it happy or sad... Its reality, current times that are ugly.. And maybe i jus doesn't know how it can be pretty.

Lookin back to the past.. I see me in my childhood times.. fall.. and climb up again.. sad.. and happy again.. there isn't much distinct unhappy event.. or even the one that pple once thot i am devastated about.. and crazy about.. its all had been the past..

I believed pple with my kind of character, jus live life simply.. cos we dun dwell on the past... we will not cry over the money spent on clothing when now the same piece of clothing is on crazy sales... haha.. cute anology.. but its jus now that i am concern with...

i am a very short-sighted person.. no past.. no future.. or maybe there are already alot that is happening now.. problems jus like to cling themselves on me.. even if i am not even inside the picture.. hai... guess i have to put on my happy-go-lucky cap to pull thru this.. amen..