the important day has come..

hmmm... too many concerns.. too many burdens... too many worries.. too many uncertains..

will my camp be a success?

Haha.. i dunno.. but i guess i will try my best to fulfil my part... all along i am only a small fry.. thoh i believe that if they dun have me they will DIE.. but who cares... no one appreciates.. i will.. we human jus have to know how to love ourselves isn't it..

Anyway, i MISS my BED... can i bring my bed along.. ARGH... stiff neck.. stiff back... bad hair days.. Dark eye rings... heavy bags.. smelly bags... argh.. i can forsee everything.. can i dun go for camp? Hehehe...

Never realli know why i joined this committee.. cos i swear to god.. i hate camps... haha... camp is a place where u have to sleep with friends.. (oops.. sounds abit... haha..)... socialise with frens... be together with friends... and spend time with friends.. not that i dun like to socialise... but becos if my introvert character plus a little shy.. tend to least participate in such activities unless with realli great friends... however, in the end.. i am still part of it.. so i guess.. no turning back... haha...

What a sore point! 5 days 4 nights... where is my BED? where is my TV? my PILLOW my BLOSTER... haiz... my AIRCON... Do i realli have to be away from home for so long.. miss my sis.. miss my dad.. miss my mum.. miss my bed... haiz.... sian.... who can help me...

Friends out there! you mus help mi by replacing my sis, mum and dad... haha.. make mi feel at HOME... i guess pple may think that i am crazy.. YES I AM... nv been out for 5 days so long even chalet manz... guess i am not independent enuff..

Haiz.. When will 30th july come?

And given my multi-identity... i am even more LUAN.. Somehow i am abit scare that i cannot fulfil so many tasks at one go... who ask mi to join to many things... stupid peiying..

Argh... save me GOD