Hope needed

i am simply in a situation of no returns. i am at the crossroads where there are five different route. But none of the routes is easy. All are expected to give me tonnes and tonnes of problem. I choose to escape. But where can i escape to? I can only stand at the junction of the crossroads, thinking and pondering which route will give me the least burden, so that i can still carry on the path call life. health, family, friends, studies and love basically these seems to be the most common problems in anyone's life. But it seems like each of them are giving me a pretty big headache.

I felt very lonely. Cos, i do not know who to share these problems with. And they are the problems that i don't feel like talking about. Each of them are important to me and my well-being. I do not know when can they let go of me. Or rather, i should be more forgiving and pray for the best.

The very different 5 aspects of my life. Turning my life upside down. And yet, me trying to cover them up one by one is really tiring. I am losing grip. I am losing control. I am losing each of them slowly. And i am losing myself. I am extremely short-sighted. I see no presence. I see no future.

P.S : Give me a glimpse of hope. (any will do.. or at least.. something that i want..)