many of the things that happen around us are just hovering for that amount of split second.. no one will bother to think about them.. or even notice them because they are just too busy with their own life.. May be... i am just too free.. or may be.. i need an outlet not to be bothered by my stuff... so i tend to observe people around me lately..

Looking at other peoples way of life seems to educate me a little... by chance when you think that you are the worst off person in this world.. no worries.. cos there are always people in some other countries that can only think of where is their next meal going to come from..

Sometimes i wonder.. how can a little toddler be carefree? Is it because its small little mind haven't really absorb the meaning of angry, worry, nervous, and many others.. but jus now what is happy and sad... and more of the time.. their sadness only hang on there for just that few minutes.. Or is it because, we adults deem to know tooo much.. thats why we have to bother by it for a longer time.. haiz.. or maybe.. its just because our problems are of much more complexity..

dear or dear.. i wish i am a baby.. worry about nothing... know about nothing.. feel about nothing.. and always have only a broad smile on my face... actually, when i am a baby.. i am VERY CUTE too.. haaha... i dun acknowledge any problem... or am i just running...