Hmmm.. the day started out pretty well.. me lack of sleep, me do exam, me go back sch, find out printing lab CLOSED, find out com lab CLOSED, nobody was in school, took bus home alone.. haha.. isn't that well after all isn't it? bleah..

Was sitting at the corner last seat of the bus, and here comes these bunch of gals. (5 of them) jus seated surrounding me.. like protecting me sia... then you can simply hear them giggling, laughing out loud as if no one on the bus cares about the NOISE they made. The worst thing is.. i am like sitting in the middle... and they jus blabber and blabber, poor me... trying to concentrate on econs... but failed... haiz...

Guess what? I found another love! hahaha.. Its JACK. He is cute. He is smart. He is naughty. He is fun. He is sporty. He is friendly. Woah.. What a good catch? Hehehe.. And he is a monkey.. or is it ape? haha.. watch this movie Most Vertical Primate. Jack was so smart. He knows how to ice-skate, skate-board, and play games on ice. Woah.. And he acts totally like a human. Haha.. will even drink cola and milk, eat cereal.. Somemore, he even knows how to appreciate the late night sceneries. Awesome.. What a smart animal!

Mum.. Today my mummy is happy.. Can see from her expression.. haha.. maybe becos i am at home talking to her.. hehe... And she always like to use chinese idioms that she doesn't really know... "Yin Shui Shi Yuan" hahaha.. she told me that becos she is afraid that i would not take care of her in the future.. hehe.. will i? But i can still remember how my principal of NYJC, used to keep using this chinese idioms.. and she will like to translate it in english : "When u drink the water, remember the source!" Which implies that.. Mus remember NYJC lah... haha... Wonder why they always like to use this phrase.. Maybe we are always forgetful and mus be reminded of the past and times when we asked pple for help.. Appreciate them.. and be grateful about it.. Something that you and me lack.. Time... and maybe memories of the past...

For some clarification, someone dunno who is star and nova.. Hahaha.. I think only the people owning these nicks know themselves.. Or maybe some of the people whom knows me well will understand who they are... Not difficult to guess actually... Hahaha.. Say hi.. Nova and Star...

O.K.. its just another lonely night.. know i shouldn't have feel this way.. But commencement of exam means ending of exam period is nearing.. and my star is fading... not exploding.. but fading.. cos it is further and further away from me.. no more reasons... no more excuses... no more possibilities... no more opportunities.. no more chances.. no more fate... no more... to stay close.. maybe holiday is what i need.. Refraining myself from night.. Move into day. Maybe i will meet the sun! haha.. Though i know, it broad daylight, the star is still there.. somewhere.. Haix.. Why am i bothering about such stuffs? Maybe becos.. I really wish to have a star to lite my gloomy dark sky... So that i can see the beautiful rainbow at my skyline.. But wadever it is.. It will not be star.. maybe lamp post ba.. or maybe the star-like flower called jie geng.

*If dreams are for real, I hope for you. You are the dreams i have, You are the dreams i want.