Who will be my hunter?

This few days I had a nick that some may not understand the meaning behind it. "No Link" that is like one of the feedbacks. But do i care? haha.. some of the things people just dun have the to understand. as nothing can be done either.. isn't it? I believed I had changed alot of nicks.. and each had its own meaning.. its own story.. behind every nick that i posted up on msn.. has a story behind it.. has a message to convey.. have a thought to share and a feeling that is emerging out of it.

"Who will be my hunter if I am the little red hat?"

Xiao hong mao=little red hat=little red riding hood

I watched a show the other day. It was said that, " little red hat have to deliver food for her sick grandma everyday. She knew that the forest is full of danger with wolves, bears, tiger, lion and many more. However, at her extreme dangerous position, she still bears the danger and walks through the forest to deliver her grandma food. It is because she stronger believes that the hunter will protect her and kill all the dangerous animals before they can get to her or even come to her rescue if she needs it. With this belief deep inside her, she is never afraid. She dares to move on, move forward because the hunter will always be there.. for her."

Is this really true? I think it is.. Or rather hope it is.. Its always these little thoughts in life that gives you the energy and strength to move on.. Without them, we won't move far. It may seems unrealistic enough. We have to learn to take care of ourselves. But human are weak. Or rather i am not strong enough.. I am afraid of loneliness.. I am afraid of the darkness.. Where is that hunter in the myth who will assure mi of the path that lays ahead of mi? Where is that hunter in my life who will make sure that I will be away from all dangers and harms? Where is that hunter who will make me believe once again I shouldn't be afraid of my future? Where is that hunter who can give me hope? Where is that hunter? Where is he? Where?