msn nick

i am avoiding.. yes i am.. avoiding all the problems that i faced... i am ignoring... yes i am... ignoring what ever i think that may come in my way... i am pretending... yes i am... pretending to be fine and happy and move on with life... i am faking... yes i am... faking out the laughter and smiles to shake off my downs... i am missing... yes i am... missing all the fun and events a young adult should have... i am losing... yes i am... losing control, losing whats around me, losing whatever i gain... i am dreaming... yes i am... dreaming of the uncertainty; dreaming of you.... i am wishing... yes i am... wishing for the better, wishing for the best, wishing that everything will turn out fine