O.K.. have to like start all over again.. was writing my blog just now and my com just failed on me.. haiz.. wad a bad start for the day manz.. i still can't really open my eyes now.. hee.. slept at 4 and was made awake by this msg.. (you know who you are! argh..) haha.. and this loud "deng" that came out from my desktop.. and knows what.. my dad switch on the com and left it on-ing and went for his breakfast with my mum.. haha.. phew! back to what i said just now.. was thinking too much lately.. even sleeping i also think..(dreaming i mean..) haha... wow... pretty much of some activities going on in my brain.. i am so into thinking now, yesterday, the day before, 2 days before and the list goes on and on.. when can i just stop thinking for a while.. maybe thats when i am fully occupied by stuff.. heeehmmm.. pretty much forget what i wrote just now.. stop-term memory sia.. haiz... anyway, had changed my background music to this midi recently.. quite like it.. feel my life revitalised by its beautiful tune.. lets just see how long it will stay in this blog.. haha.. my life haven't been any peaceful yet.. full of hurdles.. full of exciting challenges, full of everything but happiness.. believed that happiness is something that you go out searching for.. it will not slip into your hands that easily unless you are the really lucky ones..if you think about it in a certain way, the more happy you are, the more unhappy you gets if something bad happens... everything is comparative.. but why do we always want to be happy? i think everyone just likes to indulge in the sweetness before he or she taste the bitterness.. haiz.. sound so pessimistic.. better change my tone a little.. i am a happy person!
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