Recognition matters!

I believe that everyone always tend to overlook something. (fingers trembling due to car washing) And it is really true that if u have make any effort or started out anything or given any contributions, its always good to make known to everyone. Let them know how good u are, how capable u can be, how efficient u can get things done and so on.

I also realised that when u are already better known in the group, even if its the slightest work done. Even if someone else started it, and u take up the job and produce the same result but after the person who initates, u will still be better recognised and praised by others. And sadly, most often then not, I can onli be the former and not the later.

It is already not the first, neither is it the second time. Sometimes, I wondered what do i mean to this world or the people around mi? No one seems to take mi seriously neither do they seems to see the good side of me. Am i made to provide a route for compliments of another?

Somehow, maybe such things are not "pei dong" one.. To be recognised, one must fight for her recognition. And how should I do that?