another dragging trip on the train

I was sitting in the train listening to this damn long list of sad songs.. I saw alot of different type of people in the train.

Theres this small little gal. damn cute. eyes big big..

always raised her eyebrows and her little lips.

happily laid down on her mummy's lap

and find a good position for her afternoon sleep.

It really feel so peaceful looking at how wonderful it is to have such a cute kid. All the unhappiness and sadness for a minute jus seems to disappear until her innocent smile. Kids like these are so much stronger than me. They can be unhappy but the next minute, they will start jumping here and there and smile again. Thats how fast they can let go of stuffs that they dun wanna think about... or maybe they jus cannot remember. Haiz... I am so much weaker than them.

Then theres this guy in the cabin. keep shaking his leg.. really can't stand it sia... shake wan left leg shake right leg; shake wan right leg shake left leg. he jus couldn't stop. stand down there and shake for more than 10 minutes. Haiz... damn irritating...

My shoulder still damn pain. Dixie go hit a few times somemore.. haiz... now abit the very red... dun even dare to touch... i can really use lobster's shoulder to describe it.. if lobsters do have shoulder.. haiz...

it seems like alot of people really doesn't know whats goin on in my life. maybe they dun even bother to know.. or even if they bother.. i dun feel like telling them. problems are mine. even if i have to tell you my problems, eventually its still up to me to decide how to approach and go solve the prob. however, if i am seeing a fren whos in need of help... i will say another version of this.. human are complex animals.. theres always no right or wrong to anything.. jus the matter of fact how u see it.