mistakes created cannot be reversed

- "The greatest mistake you can make is to be continually fearing you will make one." -

i believe that i am so going to commit this greatest mistake.

Today's not a very good day.. was helpin with alot of friends to help them bid for their modules or keep on a look out. was pretty excited and happy after i tot i accomplished the task beautifully until when the results are out...

• dix told me that she got her reason and persuasion and glady didn't. for the both of them, i am suppose to allocated the same bid and everything.. i change the bid a few times afraid of being outbid. and in the end, before i leave cors, i found out that her reason mod has the possibilty of bein outbidded cos the min last bid before close bid starts is pretty high. sort of out too excited when i was arguing with her playfully that how much she shd bid. and i forgot to help glady increase hers.. but apparently, glady is pretty happy abt not gettin the module and dix is upset that no one is goin to accompany her.. haiz... i felt bad

now that i feel she feels better, i can den breathe a sign of relief. i believe after this incident, i will take extra care if ever anyone wants mi to help them bid. haiz.. wanted to help but in the end create more troubles. thats so not what i want...