Sometimes, i hope that i can accomplish every thing perfectly... but maybe when u are not the happening kind of pple so jus stop acting to be one... i believe that i am someone who can work and complete task given to mi.. but maybe i am interacting with a wrong bunch of pple.. at least, i dun feel very involved or happy or excited or anything la... maybe size reprimanded us correctly.. i am not very motivated in doin the sde day stuff.. i agree.. i wun shift the responsiblity.. but thats definitely becos i am not very comfortable with workin with the others.. i am still not used to.. maybe thats why... i haven bonded with them completely.. i'm always slow at this things.. thats too bad.. but i will still try to work my best.. as the thot of havin a successful sde day still excites mi.. very much till now...
maybe gals and guys are constructed differently. today aloy told mi that when gals find another better she will change and go for the other.. but i beg to differ. i dunno abt other gals but if i ever fall for someone. i will definitely not change unless the other did something that hurts mi so deep or something that i cannot accept. maybe lifes like that.. everyone wants the best thing for themselve.. but none of that they know that they should cherish many things thats around them. beauty and pretty stuffs are somethings that are very artificial unrealistic... not that i say that pretty gals are not gd lah.. haha.. i mean.. obviously, everyone knows that they cannot jus go fer looks... there are many things that are more important... one thing is the feelings that are involved..
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